i feel so numb
the drowning in nothing
taking it all away
i just want to take it all away
feels so good
can't feel truth
you'll never know the light off the tips of the petals
you'll never know the life it gives
you only see the reflection of someone else looking into its rays
so where do you stay?
swim in the pool of nothingness.
the sharp stabbing knives sit in your back.
yet you do not die.
drown yourself in its mediocre beauty.